Not Feeling Ready

Maybe I'm not quite ready to go to Philly yet. Am I ready for this change? Am I excited? Am I open to learning new procedures and acclimating to a new company? Truthfully, not really. I thought I was, and I was trying to psyche myself out to be ready, but maybe I'm not. I need a couple more weeks of hibernation, of staying in my cocoon, of resting and doing my thing without any new rules and regulations to hinder my wings from sprouting and being free. Maybe I wasn't at my last company long enough to feel ready for another change quite yet as I was just getting used to the ways things were, just starting to get comfortable, I was beginning to know what I was doing. Well, I'm going to have to be ready for this change because I've got three weeks of hard-core training, lots of new people I need to make a good, happy impression upon, and the cold weather of the east coast awaits - eee...I need the next few days to enjoy life as it is.