Not Sure Why

I have no energy. All this week. Can barely get up in the morning. Called in sick yesterday, and I thought that helped. Nope. I'm not sure what's going on. I'm slowly cleaning up the clutter in my little studio wondering if the mess around me has something to do with it. Barely keeping my head up in this fog, the fog outside my window, in my head. Been feeling absent-minded all day, making little mistakes, tripping on cracks in the sidewalk, bumping into people because I'm not quite walking straight, my hearing seems plugged, easily distracted.

I had to have the guy at Kinko's take my picture 15 times for my Brasilian VISA because I kept blinking - at least he was nice and made me laugh which didn't help me keep my eyes opened when that flash went off, ended up not liking the picture anyway, jumped through hoops at the Brazilian General Consulate, didn't succeed on my first try at getting my VISA. Overly sensitive, feeling ignored by friends...maybe I'm just pms'ing. Hmmm...? It's just one of those days, one of those weeks.

"If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I’ll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You’ll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe..."