Change Swirls

Change is all around me. As I get a little older, change seems harder to deal with as I seemingly get a bit more set in my ways. Is getting more set in my ways really just knowing what I like and what I dislike more, knowing who I am more and more. Or does it mean that I'm closing off things that could open me up to something new, maybe I don't want to be that pliable anymore. It's a bit of both I suppose, but knowing the difference between when to stop outside influences because they aren't good for me and when to let go and let life change me is something new to master.

Nevertheless, I'm going through so much change now, it's just all swirling around me like a tornado, and all I can do is wait for it to pass to let the dust settle so I can see a little clearer which path I'm supposed to take. I alone hold the reigns that can lead my life, but right now, I just don't have the energy to do anything about it. That's going to have to be ok for now.