New Memories Soon

I have been cleansing spiritually, psychologically, even had my friend do a ritualistic aura cleansing - hey, if it works, I will try anything! As I walked around town today, memories of the last one came rushing back as I passed by familiar spots - damn you hot, good-looking Brazilian...I need to make new memories with the one who is coming very soon, not soon enough, whom I have been waiting for and waiting for. New memories are needed soon to erase everything else and start anew with the one I have been wanting to be with all this time. Hurry! Let me just numb myself with distraction, shopping, spending lots of money on gifts and things I don't really need, and lots of good food so I can run to the gym to workout my stress and emotions til he gets here. Ack!