All for the Best

I felt your presence all the while when I was in NYC, and I must've seen five guys who jolted me, reminding me of you, heart beating fast and then slowly calming. You still haunt me as I see you are coming back here next month, feelings still there obviously, undeniable. I had a good time in NYC regardless with or without you as it is New York as I have good friends there as I don't need you. I still think about you it's true, and I will for a long, long time. But I only hold onto the good, hope for the best, wish you well, letting you go more and more bit by bit, catch myself smiling at the memories, preparing and anticipating for the love of my life's arrival next week, my love, Giuliano, makes me blush and giggle, wants to hear my voice and be near me as soon as he can, one more week. You will be but a faint brilliant memory soon.