Mixed Blues

Oy, what a month! Giuliano was here with me in my little studio for a full month, and it was just the right amount of time to get to know each other, have lots of good good times, laughs, a couple of fights, argued it and worked it through - and now he has gone back to Costa Rica. Memories are fresh and smiles surface quickly as well as tears as I miss his goofy smile and sense of humor, his energy, his...but I will be with him again soon as I have reservations to visit him in Costa Rica in early March, to see him and to re-check with myself if Costa Rica could really be a home for me with him. Amazing how a few days of vacation in Quepos with an Italian man can change everything that I knew upside down with a smile and giggle, anticipation of a life that I have only dreamt of. But as time unfolds and a story and the answers that I need come, the picture will become clearer and pieces will fall into place or fall where they may. We shall see. I don't dive into situations head first like I used to in my 20s, but I still love to take a risk or two to shake things up, turn my life sideways and jiggle. That's just me.