Saturday, February 11, 2006

Mixed Blessings



Some days are good when I think I've made decisions for myself, that's it, move on. Then other days, I sway back and forth at least three or four times, unsure, doubting, wondering what-ifs. "Let the road show me the way" and "take your time" as he says, words of the wise, and I know he's right. Let time show me the answers as I don't have it all figured out and wouldn't be expected to. Just be honest and ride it through til the time is right, go back to Costa Rica and make sure it is the right move for me, let it be. Pressures from all sides, one side especially, what to do...take a deep breath and have faith that I will know in time.

He's waiting.... :) ....sigh...I wish I could leave right now.