Give Me a Reason

To forgive you or forgive myself for letting this go on for as long as it did. Over and over again when I expressed to you my heart, said I was strong, strength made of crumbling rock, yawns while I talked, eyes telling me not to get too close to your heart, yours is not one to rely on, saddest person I know, searching for nothing, anyone would tire of being held at a distance, the perfect insult to injury, taken all too personally but how could I not? Hurt too much to be your friend, couldn't do that to myself anymore, wondering why I gave so much. Give me a reason, otherwise, I stand decidedly still, then gone.