Just Haven't Been in the Mood to Write

Now something must be wrong if Maile doesn't feel like writing...because that is one of my utter joys to get things out, to express what I see, what is going on in this head and heart of mine...but I just haven't been feeling up to it lately, probably for a variety of reasons - work stress, changes in life, death, exhaustion, betrayal, back-stabbing, unnecessary drama, slight depression, feeling a little bad about some of my own actions recently, and of course, I miss Giuliano and want him here, text messages tide me over but I miss his energy, his light, his smile, his eyes, his touch. So, what do I do?

1. Sit in my iJoy massage chair
2. Plan on reading my books on Brasil and Argentina
3. Feel it
4. Keep moving forward
5. Listen to music that fits what I feel inside, intermixing music that might lift me out
6. Bask in the positive effects of seeing "Wicked" last night
7. Eat well, take care of myself, get some rest, take it easy on this beautiful Saturday
8. Make an appointment for a pedicure next weekend before my trip to Rio de Janeiro, Iguassu Falls and Buenos Aires - hmmm, that brought out a moment of lightness in my demeanor.
9. Sing, sing, sing...
10. Look forward to Roman's visit next week