Sunday, October 02, 2005

Drop the "Princess" Attitude


Hanging out with guys is more fun, not only for obvious reasons, but women are catty and petty at times that it just perpetuates this thing out there that women cannot be friends, hang out, really trust each other, and that makes me sad and wonder what can be done to change that. Women are so "me first" and "I'm better" and "I'm cuter" - jealousy and unnecessary sweating the small stuff just swirls around again and again. I don't think I'm totally innocent either, but when I see this phenomena going on and I realize I'm being sucked into the game, I just want to back away and rather be by myself then have to play that just to "keep up", why do I need to keep up and associate with that kind of behavior, it's just completely unnecessary in life and it brings out this ugliness that I don't want to be a part of.

You can go first, you can do what you want, you can have all the attention you want because I'm out and would rather do my own thing than bother with such immaturity and childishness. Give me looks of disdain, compare yourself to me, strive to be better than me, but, in the end it just doesn't matter to me. I know who I am where my heart and head lies. You are different from me, worse or better who cares, and that's just fine.