How Do I Trust a Beautiful Man?

He is beautiful, the best-looking man I've ever gone out with, those eyes, that face, that body. I can't believe he wants me, ME! He could have anyone, especially with that adorable accent and endearing personality. And now he's not here. How do I know what he's doing, not doing, doing, I have no idea. How do I trust a beautiful man in a city full of beautiful women? My insecurities creep up, and I find myself fearing losing him because of the unknown, real or just in my head. He could be thinking of me right this minute, missing me, and I'm sitting here doubting his intentions. Poor guy, poor me. How do I trust and let go? Maybe I don't trust myself. How do I have faith that I am just as special to him? How do I care without the fear of hurt and disappointment?