My Heart Leads on

I could've...today, but it didn't happen, and I'm sort of glad because I just...two weeks ago with...and I'm still affected, think about...all the time I see...want to go visit...so bad...because I...and I'm supposed to be...but I couldn't resist...am only human...you should've seen how...unbelievable...so... ... ... And, plus, I just don't know if everything is true to shape and form as what I think is in my head and heart...I just don't know yet. I will just have to see, but the longer I'm made to wait, the more I...