I Am No Drama Queen

I wanted answers, and damn I got them. Now I am more confused than ever. In the meantime, one is flying to me tomorrow, and I want that all to happen and to unfold as naturally as if I were totally free as bird, which I am but not at the same time somehow. But then there is another who wants and expresses and...oy, I just can't take it because I know he is tellling me what is in his heart no questions no doubt. Everything seems to be flying and falling around me all at the same time, spinning me into a world of confusion, nerves and not knowing what's up or down or sideways.

Then there are interviews, work pulling in me in different directions when all I want to do is stay put, everyone wanting my attention, a piece of me, no no no, just let me be and let me work my life out. Is everything all right? - well, yes and no, personal, can't really go into detail with my professional contacts although I'd like to because life is just exploding all around me, everywhere, need to share but gosh, do you really want to know all the sordid details. Need a beer, need my iJoy massage chair and a moment to myself to sort through it, feeling like a mess smack in the middle of my drama. Woo. I feel a little better now.